Restitution (Youngblood Book 3) by Monique Orgeron

Author:Monique Orgeron [Orgeron, Monique]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2019-11-13T16:00:00+00:00

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Jolie

Shane leaves and I drop the blanket I was folding on the floor, frustrated. Sitting down, I lean forward with my elbows on my knees and my head propped up on my fists. I don’t know what he wants. He’s still cold as ice. Everything was going fine. We were all getting along, and Sean did enjoy it. That’s all I wanted, but maybe I pushed too far. What will it take for Shane to crack just a little?

Screw it. Standing, I go through the motions of cleaning the living room and the kitchen, all while trying to figure out what to do.

With the last dish done, I turn around, leaning my hip on the counter wondering if maybe he went to bed expecting me tonight. I did tell him he could punish me for having to pretend and he did do his part.

Crossing my arms, I continue to wonder when he will take the next step. He hasn’t touched me other than the blowjob he demanded. Demand is a funny word. I might have been pissed that night. But honestly, I would be willing for more. More than willing. So, why hasn’t he? He said while we were together, he wouldn’t touch another. Is he lying to me? Is that the true reason we haven’t had sex?

Remember Jolie, this is his house, his rules. He doesn’t want you; he just wants your suffering.

Suffering is exactly what would happen if I found out he’s been with someone else. A blowjob can’t be pacifying him. After we had sex the first time, Shane and I became consumed with each other. We could barely go a moment without touching. Does he hate me enough not to want to go there with me? Is it only my humiliation he wants?

Either way, I have to bend to his will. There are no other options. He hates me and I have to try to remember he’s not mine and never will be again.

Deciding to get this over with, I walk up to his door. Raising my hand to knock, I stop right before my fist meets the wood. Biting my bottom lip, questioning everything, I wonder if I at least try harder, maybe he’ll be more lenient on me.

Going to my room, I find a nice lace and satin slip I’ve never worn before and put it on, then freshen myself up a little. Not much, just a little sprucing of my hair. I don’t want it to look like I’m trying too hard or that I’m too eager. But honestly, I am. I would give anything to feel his hands on me. To feel the weight of his body over mine while he takes my body, owning every inch of it like he used to.

“Alright Jolie, you can do this.” Turning off the lights in my room, I go back to his door and knock. He doesn’t answer but I know he must be waiting for me, so I turn the handle and find him sitting on the edge of his bed with his head in his palms.

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